Jan 14 and this week

[mdowenharper]

This week is my mother's second death-year (Jan 14 2009 14:15:06 ys down to the second)... She died from Lung Cancer and it was good day and a bad day for me. My faith is my rock! But my heart tells me to tell people DON'T SMOKE! Stop it! And I might be a little loopy with emotions. If I vanish this week I might decided to accept my emotional baggage and face it with my good faith. I don't smoke, drink or all that stupid stuff. I take life head on. This what makes me great in acting! I know myself well. And I might want to stay low on that day. And I am blessed because I have that day off. I might spend the day in bed.

[sparrow]

Oh Owen I'm so sorry : (
But you are very brave indeed, dear! Good for you!!
I don't know you very well, so I'm sure this is a smidgen weird but ah well.
Also, don't worry about being emotional. I'm just about the most emotional girl on the planet, but I don't really have a good reason for it. XD
We actors best stick together!! <3
Much love, dear, be safe!

[jenny]

>.> I feel for you, if it helps at all, my mother is away at the moment, due to a reason I'd rather not discuss, and wont be back until July. I'll be praying, and hope things turn out alright, because if its something I've learned, God works in mysterious ways, and I'm sure he'll do so for you as well :]

[mdowenharper]

I am happy today but sad. Three good things happened today! I swear my mom is sitting in heaven having a blast with the wand of miracles again. When she did died. Three days after my acting gone crazy. I was working and doing all lot. This what had happened today. I fired an agent got a new agent that has Florida and Atlanta. I am expecting a call from a Christian director because I got his sides for a play. I am expecting another side for another audition. But I am going to be slow this week. My acting comes first OVER everything! Well second to my day job. LOL